I Love You

♥ Love is not about holding hands while you understand each other,

 is about having many misunderstandings and not leaving each other hands ♥

Hi my dear,

I'm so sorry I know we are having a little bit hard time in this few days.
Because of my sensitive, I have put you in a difficult condition, I'm so sorry about that. As a sensitive person, I know that it can get in the way sometimes – when I’m over-sensitive it can sour my day, cause problems in our relationships, or make me overreact to trivial stuff. I can't control myself, I try to act like I don't care but deep down I swear...It Kills Me!! T.T

I will act like this because I care you. I love you more than what I can say. I'm so afraid to lose you. I'm just an ordinary girl who has an ordinary feeling. I always hope that I'm only the one in my love's eyes. I always believe in you, however I'm not believe in myself. Is very uneasy for me to get through all these, I know I always fall in the past and make myself in such a terrible condition, I try many many times to forget the past, however, when one similar topic brings in, it recalls back all the memories.

Perhaps is the far distance caused the insecure feeling to me. I hope you understand, guys are not same with girls. Guys can go through all these distance very easily because they are looking for more freedom. But is a super hard time for a girl. Girls will always hope to rely on the partner and spend every single minute time with them. Is not easy for me when I always went out with my couple friends and be their light bulbs. It make me feel so sickness of missing you.
  
Dear, thanks for your patient and thanks for didn't give up on me. One day, I will be able to look at you in the eyes without feeling the pain the past cause. I'm so touch you are still by my side no matter what happen, hold me tight to walk together.

Dear, I Love You.
You complained yesterday I didn't countdown in my blog for you coming back day.
Sha Sha Gua, didn't you notice that I have a Countdown Clock on my Gadgets there?? :) I already start my countdown since the day you went back, every months, every weeks, every days, every hours and every minutes, I also countdown the days you are coming back. I hope that the months, weeks, and days will be shorter and shorter, I can't wait to meet up again with you on the next hour.

Countdown-ing for another 12 days~~♥
♥ You will be back ♥







p/s: Wish you good luck and all the best for you coming final examination. I will always by your side and support you here.♥ No matter what happen, you are always the best in my heart. ♥