HeLLo JuLy

♥ Hello July ♥

Times goes by so fast, we are in the middle of 2013 right now. Times passes quickly, too quickly to keep track, too quickly to know what's going on. Times passed, but the memories remain. I really should update my blog frequently so I can keep my memories here, but if you read my recent post, it really can show that I'm a failure blogger...@@ I always give myself a lots of reason on delaying to post my recent status, lame reason actually.."I was busy", "I'm busy", "I have no time"...bla bla bla...@@
Someone have to give me pressure so I can be more active here..:P
No Pressure, No Diamonds...:P

Many things happen around me in the first half year of 2013, I really should jot down some before my memories fade away, there was a lots memories in 2012 that I didn't write down at here too..@@

1.) My Graduation Ceremony

2.) My Bali Conference Trip

3.) My Japan Company Trip

4.) My Working OL Life

5.) My London Training Trip

and

etc.

I really wanna be a "GOOD" blogger to share all my experience and memories with the reader. I need to change before it's too late..xD
It's never to late to be who you might been.. :D


Thanks you for those reader who keep supporting me, although I always neglect my blog..:P

Hello July, My Month!!!♥

Please be GOOD to me.

*you know I Love You so much*

不听话的小孩

我答应你，我下次会乖乖滴啦～～～/(>.<)\

最近的我真的很不乖，我很久没有吃药了，也很久很久没有做复建了。。。所以，我的脚也很理所当然开始“作怪”了。。。@@

最近不知怎么了，脚开始不受控制了。。。@@
我的脚会突然在一瞬间没有力，然后我就会整个人不受控制突然跌坐下来。
以前我的脚不穿绷带还可以蹦蹦跳跳，跑100米和表弟们玩追逐游戏都没问题。可是，现在。。。我不穿绷带走几步路脚就会开始疼，不穿绷带站久一些些脚就会开始没力了。。。

我知道，这一切都是不好的讯号。。。
如果我脚的情况再继续恶化下去，我可能必须提前十几年被抬去医院，动手术开刀，那是我一直在逃避的事情啊。。。>.< 我真的不想再被抬上手术台啊。。T.T



其实，我一直告诉我自己、说服我自己、安慰我自己，那场车祸带给我的影响不大，我依然可以像以前一样过着正常的生活。。。
但是，有些事情确实无论我怎样说服我自己，都是欺骗不了自己。
我毕竟是不能完全回到过去，我也毕竟比正常的人不正常了一些些。。。

我走路必须比一般人更加小心翼翼，我不可以让自己有跌倒的风险，因为我一不小心跌倒了就可能要随时被送去医院报到。。。@@
一袋两袋的药包，似乎代替了我的化妆包，我必须让它们形影不离地跟着我，也必须不时提醒自己三餐后记得把那些药吞进肚子里。。。但是，我真的很讨厌吃药。。。T.T 所以，总是故意让自己忘记吃药的时间，总是找一大堆烂借口忘记吃药。。。@@
每一个月又要心疼父母在我的医药费上付出一笔很大的开销，这让我更加不想去吃药。。。>.< 但是，我知道，这些药会跟着我直到我离开的那一天。。。我知道，我不乖乖吃药，我就不能像正常人一样蹦蹦跳跳。。。:(
还有那绑在脚上的绷带。。。

穿在脚上，它真的很显眼，很丑。。。
但是，我却不能没有它，因为不穿绷带的我就不能正常走路。。。:( 有时，在穿短裤或短裙时，真的不想穿着它，但是。。。一拐一拐走路的我，更丑，更引人注目。。。@@



我知道我不应该埋怨，因为我比很多不幸的人幸运，因为我活了下来。。。
我只是生气自己怎么那么的不乖，不听话。。。T.T 每次不乖乖吃药。。。@@
看到我的家人总是为了我的伤而提心吊胆，虽然他们从没有说出口，但是，我知道他们总是为我往后的日子担忧。。。:(
我真的真的真的很不喜欢。。。成为家人的负担。。。:(

如果，我真的每天乖乖吃药，可以让我万万全全康复起来吗？？:( 

I'm Back~~♥

Haloooooo my dear Bloggie~~♥

Ohhhh Wow...it seems like eternity since I've blogged, I almost neglect my blog for a year~~@@ When I login again to my account after a year, I found out even the setting of blogspot has changed a lots...@@ I think I need some times to learn the new setting..@@ It resulted in me being a horrible absent blogger.  I'm so sorry baby, but no worries, I'm Back now~~~♥

It was an extremely busy for my University Final Semester in the early of year and now I'm currently busy with my working life. Yes, I'm already unofficially graduated after my final exam in June and now I'm a sexy Office Lady who busy to earn much and much and much money~~~xD

Well, there was really a lots of stories to tell during the times and days I disappeared, I have lots to blog about and I'm so excited to talk about!! I'm going to make it a goal to for me to blog at least 1 times a week.
Stay tuned as I introduce my life again to the blog world!!

Let's hope all goes well! And I'll start writing for this blog again.

Crazy Shopping

Hello my dear readersss...:)

Today was the last day of study week at my Home Sweet Home and I'm going back to my nightmare hostel tomorrow for my last minute FINAL EXAMINATION preparation...XD

Since today was the last day, I suppose to study hard hard in my house, wasn't I???

Yippieeeee~~~ Bingo!!! Yes, I wasn't...:)

I went to Pavilion with YunYun today. I need to accompany her to buy some sweaters for her Taiwan Trip on this coming soon December. We shopped at a New Japanese Shop which is named FERIENHEIT 88.

What should I comment about??? hmmmmm...that shop is not as grand as I imagine, because they told me before this totally new shopping complex just same level as Pavilion, but I think maybe it could just fight with Times Square...:P and I strongly suggest them to prepare some mini sofasss or chairsss in every floor or level, this is because when we walked for whole day but don't have a place for us to sit down and have some rest, not even a chair on there. So, please take down this note, okie??? :)

However, the sweatersss in there were super niceeeeeee~~~

YunYun bought a nice white sweater and I bought the same too, because the sweater is really pretty nice...:) and I bought another purple korean style sweater for my sis, I believe she will LOVE it too...^^

We did really have a CRAZY SHOPPING time today and both of us did really spend a lot of money on buying all de sweatersss...OmG, is that mean I have to work DOUBLE during my this sem break??? :(

YunYun and I not only crazy in shopping, but we are crazy in taking photossss too...XD

We really Love the X'mas decoration at Pavilion, is really pretty pretty nice...:)

If you plan to the some niceeee photosss as your X'mas collection, Pavilion will be a good choice...:)

YunYun and me also try some niceeee skirtsss...:)

and we bought it too...XD

We are the modelsss of DevilBaby and AngelBaby...:P








Meet another jiejie in FEREINHEIT 88, Ting Ting...:)








and of coz Kim KIim too~~~
This our Happy Gather Photo...:)






Happy Crazy Shopping Time
but start from tomorrow, will be my Dying Time...T.T







Bless Me...*.^

p/s: bought a "surprise" for a special person today too, can't wait to surprise him...lalalala~~~^^

New CaMeRa

Halooooooooo buddyssss, how are you???hehehe...
I'm freaky HappY TappY now...

COZ I JUS BOUGHT A NEW DIGITAL CAMERA IN PC FAIR!!!!!!!!!










*jumping all around*










I really want a new camera since long long time ago...coz I bough my old camera from my uncle, which was a secondhand camera, and cause a lot problemsss to me...*sobzzzz*
I have wasted a lot of money to fix my old camera and finally I got mad to it, GIVE UP...T.T
Tis is why I keep doing survey to buy a new camera, but you noe my style...I won't buy thingsss simply, and camera is quite expensive for me also...tat why I keep doing survey and waited...finally after 3 years, I have my NEW DIGITAL CAMERA wit me right now!!!!!!!

*continue jumping all around*

This is my camera, isn't it look nice???hehehehe...

*I fall in LoVe wit it when my first touch to it*
*my fav pinky pinky colour*











Can't wait to take a lot of nice nice picturesss wit my pinky camera. I sure I will started taking photosss all around and upload in my blog...
*excited excited*
So...pls waiting for my nice shoot, okie???^^

p/s : but I hav to eat bread as my dinner for tis coming few monthssss...no choice, I hav almost spend my last sem earning on it...but it WORTH!!!!
So got anyone wanna belanja me, you are very WELCOME to do so...hehehehe..:-p

I'm SiCk

I'm sick now...
Seriously feel sick and ill......T.T

I started feel not feeling well since Sunday, when we having our Metta Trip activities in Times Square...I can't eat anything, coz when there are something go into my stomache, then I will keep vomiting...GOSH!!!!!!! I hate tat feeling...I'm so so so hungry but I can't even force myself to eat something...*sobzzzzzz*


De situation become more worst in de nex day...
I not only suffer in vomiting, but I was FEVER, COUGH, and HEAVY FLU...WTH...
I was so suffering wit tat...I can't even wake up from my bed, wat I can do just lay on my bed tired...can't move, can't speak, can't eat and even can't drink...

Mommy...I wanna u by my sides now...*pls forgive me...patients always love to fanciful*

However, I really don't wan my frenz worry about me...so, although I'm so so so so so SICK, but I still force myself go to class...OMG...de class was freezing for me, felt so luckly I din faint inseide de class...I really feel like I have NO ENERGY to stand it anymore...HELP ME!!!!!!

Finally, I went to PKU tis morning...ALONE...
YunYun and Kim Kim said they wanna accompany me, but I really don't wan they worry bout me so I persist tat I wanna go by myself...
Feel so tired and lonely when I sat in de bus...de PKU jus nearby my college but I hav to take 2 round turning in de bus only can reach PKU...wasted my time, more than an hour...*stupid Bus System...>.<*

Actually I really HATE to be alone...bt I gt used to it, to be alone...
I'm freaky weird, right???lolzzz...

You noe what?? Sick really can make people did something out of control...
Well, of coz I din do anything tat out of control...I din sick untill tat crazy level...jus I found out my mind was currently out of control...
I MISS HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gosh...WTH I'm thinking now??? I Miss Him???
but I do really hope to listen his voice now, which can at least make me feel warm a bit...n I really hope I can hide inside his arms n crying non-stop, telling him tat I really really feel SO SICK n really really wish he is by my sides now...
Lolzzzz...look like I'm not sick in physically, but also mentally...T.T

ShoPPinG DaY

Hav a NICE SHOPPING DAY wit my mommy, big auntie and Yoke jiejie.
We went to IOI MALL today, for our surprise, all de shopsss in IOI MALL are out of electric...lolzzz...I'm scare lah...>.<
See many CUTE CUTE thingsssss in IOI MALL...♥

OMG...de baby girlsssss's shoes...SO SO SO CUTE!!!!
I wanna buy tat silver princess baby shoes if I got a baby girl in de future...♥

I should show tis to YunYun...We must achieve all tis in our nex sem...Become the MOST POWERFUL PERSON IN UNIVERSE???haha...I think I will pass tat to my future husband so I can become de MOST HAPPINESS WIFE IN HIS WORLD...♥







Btw, I have try some NICE skirt, dress and pant...♥

I LOVE tis short MINI JEAN SKIRT, I try it and it really suit me and look nice...BUT, I refuse to buy it jus bcoz of de big big scar in my left knee..gosh...tat really make me sad...T.T
I jus notice tat my wardrobe full wit long jeansss and I din wear skirt for such a long long time dy..T.T
At last, I got dum dum support to buy tis jean skirt...thanxxx dum dum...
p/s : he said I just look nice and lovely in skirt..aiyaaaaa..*pai seh*

Mommy wanna buy tis MINI SHORT PANTIES for sister so she ask me to try it. You know wat?? I din wear mini pant before leh...bcoz of de same and stupid reason again...lolzzz...T.T
Din notice tat my legsss look so long wit de short panties, gonna curi-curi tis pant from my sis and wear it nex time...haha...*winkkksssss*


Tis DINNER DRESS is pretty nice wit de blink blink n flower lace,bt de model...lolzzz...
Jus try tis dinner dress for fun, I din buy it coz tis dress really not suit me, how u think??


Big auntie force Yoke jiejie buy tis dress bcoz she said Yoke jiejie look like a princess when she wear tat...haha...I think she look cute wit tis dress...
So, Yoke jiejie force me to try also...lolzzz...I think I not suit wit de dress, but de dress really look simple and nice...














Conclusion, I bought de Mini Jean Skirt, 2 new pinky tupperware, and a new shirt from PADINI♥ I love de shirt from PADINI, got influence from Yoke jieji dy...T.T




We meet Foong jiejie in Frutti Tutti after our shopping, wow...tat Frutti Tutti really a special YOGURT ICE-CREAM shop, which I thougth is a Handphonre shop in de first time...haha...
We hav our dinner in CHERAS, we ate steamboat tonight.
♥ I love steamboat ♥







Today is a happy day for me, I praying tat all my day can just be normal and simple but full of happinesss...I do alwaysss try to keep myself happy and find some funsss in my everyday life so I can upload in my blog and share wit u all...♥


~~ STAY HAPPY ♥ STAY CHEERSSSSS ~~

HaPPY Breakfast ♥ HaPPY DaY

♥ Good Morning day ♥
I should wake up at 10am tis morning, bt I overslept...T.T*stupid dum dum cant wake me up, fail...*




Well, when de time I wake up oredi 12pm, I noe I'm piggy...tired mah...T.T
so, is Yoke jiejie wake me up and ask me to help her prepare de "breakfast"...haha...yes I know tat oredi 12pm but tat our BREAKFAST TIME, just got used to it...:-p*winkkkksssss*

Preparing breakfast wit Yoke jiejie hav brighten up my morning day...♥
She is just so CUTE and FUNNY

Here come our BREAKFAST

♥ Chicken Mac Chincken ♥

♥ My Fav Chili Tuna, nice decoration ♥

♥ Fried Egg, cook by me ♥

♥ Hot Chocolate CoCo, first time I drink tis, taste good, and I'm loving it ♥


♥ Our Nice Breakfast ♥



Haha, wat a sweet morning I hav, thanxxx Yoke jiejie





I have a gathering tonight wit Elaine they all. I'm so happy can meet wit them, coz I misssssss them so much...cant wait to see n hugsssss them....
Before tat, I need to prepare de birthday present for Elaine, which I own her long long time ago...
*her birthday is on April...:-p*

I bought a POOH BEAR for her, I noe she love Pooh very much, she will keep jumping and shouting "POOH POOH" everytime she see Pooh bear...OMG, she just so CUTE, haha...^^

This de POOH BEAR I wanna gift to Elaine, and I sew her name and a HEART on his shirt, sweet rite???




I just pray and hope she will love this present and She really LOVE tat...♥
She gav me a tigh tigh hugggsssssss...haha...*winkkkkkssss*
♥ Happy Belated Birthday yea...My Darling JiJi... ♥












We hav our gathering in TaiPei Walker which is located in Jalan Kuchai Lama.
Before we went for de gathering, I went to night market wit Elaine, I need to buy myself a new umbrella...but I failed to find any umbrella there...*sobzzzzzzz*
However, I bought a new SPORTY SHIRT for my kokurikulum nex sem, tat shirt really pretty nice...
♥LOVE IT ♥

Hav a nice gathering and sweet chat wit all my fellow frenz
Elaine
Jye Yi
ViVien
Yuen Yen
Yin Kheng
we keep talking bout our Uni's life and all de thingsss we went through in last sem...we just talk till non -stop, untill de waitress come and remind us tat is time for de restaurant to close, haha...

♥ Honey Lemon Alor-Vera Juice ♥
















A big big big surprise for today!!!!!!!!!!
Elaine gav me my BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!!!wow...my birthday still got two weeks to go...
She gav me a CUTE little DOLPHIN...you know wat??? I really LOVE tat so so so much!!!
*thanxxxxxx darling, I LOVE YOU!!!*

p/s : I'm going out for a special date later...but I'm still blogging here??lolzzz...is 3am now...jus hope I won't look like a PANDA BEAR later, if not I'm going to kill myself...T.T

Girl's Chatting

Today jus a very normal normal day, nothing special happen. I jus stay in house being a good good girl, help my mom do de housework...sweaping de floor, cleaning de floor, drying de clothes, ironing de clothes, cleaning my wardrobe...jus one word to express my feeling...BORING T.T

I hav a long chatting wit Yuni today.

Becoz tis few daysss busy accompany my cousin, so I din chat wit her for such a long time...actually jus few daysss only...hahaha...^^

Well, we really hav a long chat, just like girl chatting, we chat for almost an hour...

p/s : if not I scare my daddy will kill me when de phone bill come, I think we will continue chatting till non-stop...

tis call GIRLSSSSS...haha...

We talk about our old-school daysss memories, our holiday's life, some crazy plan...well, she always hav many crazy and funny ideasss...and of coz, we talk about guysssss...how can a GIRL TALKSSS gossip without guysss topic???hahaha...

*who's de guysss we gossip about?? Shhhhhhh...tat secret...*

*winksssssss*

Girl's chatting really feel NICE...bt when de phone bill come, you wont feel nice anymore...T.T
*crying*

Suddenly misssss my YunYun so much, mus find a time and meet her dy.

Maybe nex week???

*winksssssss*

Last Shopping Day

Cousin going to work tomorrow, today will be de last holiday for her, tat mean today will also be our last shopping day...T.T
Gosh...I gonna missssss tat...I din notice tat I will fall in love in SHOPPING...♥ NON-STOP SHOPPING in these 3 daysss making me crazy, I'm pretty tired wit tat but I enjoy it...♥

* sudah kena racun in shopping jor *

I love going to the SHOPPING...*winkssssssss*

Before we went shopping, we hav our lunch wit grandpa and auntie in Puchong. Well, they make me eat A LOT!!!!!!! Compare to last few daysss, today I ate the most. I felt like wanna vomit when they ask me to finish all de food tat they gav me. I din eat much tis few daysss, I scare my stomach cannot stand it. Luckly, I finish all de food without vomit it out.
Thanxxx to my cousins and auntie, I suffered from ANOREXIA for few daysss dy, ok, mayb was few monthsss, and I know they wanna help me to overcome it. See, I did it!!! bt still need improvement...coz I still feel a little bit nauseating when I see the food.

*Anorexia really make me feel so suckssssss*

I accompany my cousin to did a facial treatment also, and she ask me to do together. This de first time I do facial treatment.

*excited excited*

My face become more *blink blink* after de treatment...tat amazing!!!!hehe...^^

We hav our last shopping in IOI MALL again, this time, 3 of us also bought some new shirtsss for ourselves. I love my new PINKY shirt...♥ We hav tea-time in a SPECIAL SOYA shop...all de drinksss n dessert in tat shop make by SOYA. I hav try a SOYA ICE-CREAM...hmmmmm...de taste not bad, jus like my fav SUNDAE ICE-CREAM...♥ bt of coz SOYA ice-cream is more healthy lah...haha...^^

Waiting my cousin's holiday again, cant wait to continue our shopping day's life...LOVE IT...♥

I also wondering why suddenly I will fall in love wit Shopping and keep buying thingsssss...tat really not like me, and I really feel weird bout tat.
So, gt a frenz told me tat tis is good for me coz he said NEW THINGSSS TAT MEAN NEW START.
Although I nt really understand what he mean bt I do like the meaning behind de word he tell me...^^
I really wanna a new life, a better life without him...I noe I can make it...♥

I Miss FILET-O-FISH

Thanxxx to my new friend who having his on9 time wit his friend in McD now, he makes me feel like wanna go n join him just because of the...
the FILET-O-Fish he is eating now...T.T

*urrrghhhhhh...bad Haukeat!!!*

I MISS FILET-O-FISH so much lah....T.T
I promise I will *visit* you soon...hehe...
*winkssssssss*

and I missssssssss the French Fries with my fav Chili Sauce...T.T

how bout the SUNDAE ICE-CREAM???
I want to have you besides me now!!!!!!!!!

*crying*

Mr. Haukeat, I dun care...

You own me one more meal because of making me so *panik* here without de FOF...T.T

Another Shopping Day

Tired, tired tired...@@

Woke up 6.30am this morning because I have a JOGGING DATE with my darling JiJi, Elaine. I almost can't get up...super tired...@@ I wanna hide inside my warm blanket and continue my sleep...zzZZZ...
I admit that I'm piggy...:p

When was the last time I jog wit her??? Hmmmm...I really can't remember that, mayb was after our STPM holiday??? Wow...then u can figure out I din go for jogging for how many yearsss dy...@@ I'm quite lazy in doing exercise...hahahaha...:-p

*Elaine gonna kill me when she know tat*

Maybe u will feel curious why I ask her go for jogging today, well, actually I also dunno why, maybe I'm trying to get a HEALTHY LIFESTYLE back???
Yea...I admit that I'm not very healthy recently...T.T

*crying*

But jogging really make me feel tired...@@ After came back from Bukit Jalil's Park, I fall asleep again..@@ like a pig...T.T

Is hard for my cousin to wake me up...hahahaha...^^

We went to MID VALLEY today.

Actually I do not dare to step into this Shopping Mall after the day I broke up wit him. There was a lots of our memories, we used to always dating in here last time...huhuhuuuuu...recall back all the  sweet but heart pain memories...T.T

okok...FULL STOP!!
Forget bout that...T.T

Today is a good day to me too.

I have bought a new shirt, a pair of new blink blink shoes and a new lipstick...^^

*happy happy*

My cousin was quite surprise because I seldom buy new things. I won't simply buy any things if I din used my things till a very very bad condition. I dun dare to tell her tat I used my lipstick for 5 years dy...:-p

I was so tired after I back to home...but I still have to teach my sis in her studies...@@
She is having her exam now, pity her...T.T
"Jia You" lah...my Xuan Xuan...^^

New Day, Shopping Day

Today is a pretty day for me...^^

I have promise to myself that I wanna to start a new life. When the moment I woke up and opened up my eyes in this early morning, I keep telling myself that...
"TODAY WILL BE YOUR BRAND NEW DAY!!!"

*okok...but I was so sleepy because I watched drama till 4am last nite... :-p*

I really enjoy TODAY because I spent my day day wit my cousins. 



First, we went to LOT 10 Hutong to have our lunch.

In my opinion, this is a special because full with all the nice and famous food, but I just feel not that comfortable that day, maybe is some weird feeling..:(
So, for temporary I decided not to go for the second time...don't ask me why...T.T

After our lunch, we hang around in LOT 10. This is my first visit to LOT 10, what I can comment about this Shopping Mall is...I really cant shopping in there lah~~@@ The thingsssssss are so expansive for me...T.T I am just a poor university's student...T.T Thus, I just can do WINDOW SHOPPING but can't get anything for myself.
*sob sob T.T*

The next station we are heading to...BODY MASSAGE in Puchong!!!
This is new for me too...but...I fall asleep during the Boday Massage...xD 
*please forgive me~~ I'm too tired dy~~T.T*





and finally~~ our Last Station~~

Before we went back, cousins decided to have a last shopping mission in IOI MALL. They said they must at least get something for themselves before we go home. Finally, guess what?? Maybe today is not a good day for them because both of them fail to buy anything. Pretty sad for them...T.T But they bought a nice vest for me, and this vest is used to match with the new beach skirt I bought last week. The vest is really NICE and MATCH with my beach skirt. Omg, I love it so much...thanxxx jiejie...^^
*happy happy*

However, I still feel a bit emo and sad. Cousins were keep talking bout him, well, I know they were just playing and joking with me, and I knew that they just want me to be happy. But in this moment, I really don't want to think of him again. Although I enjoy the fun of shopping with cousins, but I still find myself occasionally inattentive. I was so afraid, afraid of a sudden he will appear in front of me. I really really don't want to see him. God, you will not be so cruel to me, right? ?

Pretty tired today, but I am going continue the SHOPPING JOURNEY in MID VALLEY wit cousins again, tomorrow...^^
*winkssssss*