I'm SiCk

I'm sick now...
Seriously feel sick and ill......T.T

I started feel not feeling well since Sunday, when we having our Metta Trip activities in Times Square...I can't eat anything, coz when there are something go into my stomache, then I will keep vomiting...GOSH!!!!!!! I hate tat feeling...I'm so so so hungry but I can't even force myself to eat something...*sobzzzzzz*


De situation become more worst in de nex day...
I not only suffer in vomiting, but I was FEVER, COUGH, and HEAVY FLU...WTH...
I was so suffering wit tat...I can't even wake up from my bed, wat I can do just lay on my bed tired...can't move, can't speak, can't eat and even can't drink...

Mommy...I wanna u by my sides now...*pls forgive me...patients always love to fanciful*

However, I really don't wan my frenz worry about me...so, although I'm so so so so so SICK, but I still force myself go to class...OMG...de class was freezing for me, felt so luckly I din faint inseide de class...I really feel like I have NO ENERGY to stand it anymore...HELP ME!!!!!!

Finally, I went to PKU tis morning...ALONE...
YunYun and Kim Kim said they wanna accompany me, but I really don't wan they worry bout me so I persist tat I wanna go by myself...
Feel so tired and lonely when I sat in de bus...de PKU jus nearby my college but I hav to take 2 round turning in de bus only can reach PKU...wasted my time, more than an hour...*stupid Bus System...>.<*

Actually I really HATE to be alone...bt I gt used to it, to be alone...
I'm freaky weird, right???lolzzz...

You noe what?? Sick really can make people did something out of control...
Well, of coz I din do anything tat out of control...I din sick untill tat crazy level...jus I found out my mind was currently out of control...
I MISS HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gosh...WTH I'm thinking now??? I Miss Him???
but I do really hope to listen his voice now, which can at least make me feel warm a bit...n I really hope I can hide inside his arms n crying non-stop, telling him tat I really really feel SO SICK n really really wish he is by my sides now...
Lolzzzz...look like I'm not sick in physically, but also mentally...T.T

♥HappY HappY BirThDaY To ME♥

Yipppiiieeeeeeeeeeee!!!
Yipppiiieeeeeeeeeeee!!!
Today is my birthday, finally I'm 21 years old dy...so HAPPY so HAPPY!!! *winkkkkssss*





ATTENTION to everyone, pls stop calling me LITTLE KID or XIAO MEI MEI,okie?? coz I'm 21 years old dy, I'm a BIG BIG GIRL NOW...lalalalalala~~~

However, I was so busy recently, busy wit my studies and all kind of activities, tat why I don't hav any special planning to celebrate my birthday on tis year...*sobzzzzz*

Really need to thankxxxxx to my dearest frenz and sistersss who try their best to make my day...SUPER LOVE THEM yer~~~~~~~
*muaaaaakkkkkssssssss*

I can't celebrate my birthday today because I hav a Metta Trip Rehearce. I hav spend my whole day in the National Library...freezing inside...*sobzzzzzz*

But I still felt very happy because my German Coursemate's sisterssssss hav celebrate wit me yesterday. We went for a SUPER NICE movie, which I SUPER wish wish wish to watch it......TWILIGHT!!!!!!


Arggggghhhhhh...I felt like my heart stop bleeding when I step into CINEMA...no way!!! ahhhhh...coz I was too excited dy...*jumping all around*
GOSH...I really fall in LoVe wit Edward, Jacob, Bella, Alice and Jasper dy...can I just be one of them???

I'm TWILIGHT FEVER!!!

If I'm Bella, I will break myself into 2 and choose both of them...hehe...

Wow...jus wish I'm inside too...
really LoVe de feeling when you are laying in a field which full of purple flower and the person you LoVe JUST BESIDES YOU...

Kiss-ing

We hav our lunch in Pizza Hut.

We hav try de NEW "Fish and Prawn Crispy" Pizza



A Special Pizza just for A Special Person










Besides, we also took a lot of photossssss all around...tat my crazy idea, coz I wanna keep tat as my sweet memory...

Here are some of the funny photosssssss

My SUPER BELOVED HONEY...YunYun...



Kissing my YunYun...macam kena paksa saje...
bt Ting Ting said she has NO EYES SEE...



Tis tym I'm de wan kena paksa...hahahaha...

Kissing My Lovely JunJun...bt she dun wan to "choi" me...
*sobzzzzzzz*

Ting Ting and SuSu
We are wearing de same pattern shirt...LoVe it SO MUCH...





Thankkkssssss to all my sistersssss who brighten up my day...YunYun, Jun Jun, Ting Ting and SuSu...feel a little bit disapointed coz WaWa cant join us...missssss you yea....T.T

P/S : A SUPER SURPRICE FROM MY SISTERSSSSS

they hav made 121 heart notesss for me...tis 121 heart notesss are made by my German Coursemate's sistersss...WaWa, Jun Jun, YunYun, Ting Ting and SuSu...n wit de help from my Roomate, Kim Kim...they gav all de 121 heart notes to 121 people and ask them to write some birthday wishes in de heart notesss n pass it to me...OMG!!!!!! I was so surprise and touching...how sweet they are...

I feel so glad and appreciate to hav them as my sistersss...

YunYun...de ORGANIZER who plan tis MISSION IMPOSSIBLE
LoVe Her So So So MUCH yea...*muaaaakkkkksssss*

My SUPER DUPPER Roomate, Ah Leng Kim Kim








HERE THE SURPRICE COMING






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THE 121 HEART NOTESSSSSSSSS

Really thanxxxxx to my sisterssss n all my frenz who wrote all de wishes for me...
Mayb some of u are my closest frenz, or mayb some of u I dun even noe who u are...bt I really THANXXXXXXXXXXXX A LOTSSSSSSSSS to tat 121 frenz...You All are special to me...

HappY HappY BirThDaY To Me

ღ爱上一个人的7个预兆ღ

1当你正在忙的时候，却把手机开着，等着他/她的短信……
你已经❤上他/她了

2如果你喜欢和他/她两个人单独漫步……
你已经❤上他/她了

3当你和他/她在一起时，你会假装不注意他/她，但是当他/她离开你的视线时，你会急着寻找他/她……
你已经❤上他/她了

4当他/她受伤或生病时，你会关心他/她，替他/她着急……
你已经❤上他/她了

5当他/她和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味……你已经❤上他/她了

6当你看到他/她那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑……
你已经❤上他/她了

7当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到某个人……
你已经❤上他/她了

你现在心里想着谁呢？？

生日快乐的感动

-->一份早来的生日惊喜，也带来了我21年里最感动的心动。。。

“喂，ngong ngong啊？？你现在在忙吗？？”
“我啊。。。还好啦。。。就一边在整理东西，一边在和roomates聊天咯。。。”
“是哦。。。那你会很忙吗？？”
“我啊。。。还好啦，不会很忙，怎么了？？”
“那你可以下来你宿舍的canteen一下吗？？”
“……………….”
“喂。。。ngong ngong？？”
“为什么要我去canteen哦？？”
“你方便吗？？”
“可是。。。可是。。。”
“你怎么啦？？你下来canteen就对啦！！你宿舍的canteen是黄色的，没错吧？？”
“……………….”
“喂。。。喂。。。ngong ngong？？”
“你。。。你。。。 你怎知道我宿舍的canteen是黄色的？？？！！！”

今天是我回宿舍的第一天，就跟往常一样，为了要准备回宿舍的东西，我从昨天就开始忙东忙西了。。。
我知道我今天就回宿舍了，而你也在明天回砂劳越了。。。我们之间，隔着一个海洋的远距离，隔着几个月时间的距离，隔着一段模糊不清的关系的考验，应该也会随之而来吧？？

害怕我们各自回到了属于自己忙碌的生活以后，我们会没有多余的时间再次联络，所以，在把宿舍整理干净后，就跟随着爹地妈咪回家。。。其实，我是想回家上网，至少，想透过MSN向你说最后一次的再见吧。。。
再和你说再见的那一刻，心，或许真的有那么一点不舍得。。。

但是，万万没想到，当你在和我说再见后，其实你已经计划出发来找我了，你这个大笨蛋。。。>.< 在接到你电话的那一刻，我的心，却是那么的不安起来。第一次，觉得自己的心跳得那么快。。。YunYun笑说我的反应怎么慢半拍，那么迟钝，还傻傻问你为什么知道我宿舍食堂的颜色，所以她索性把我的电话抢了过去。。。其实我不是反应迟钝，而是被吓坏。。。了。。。这一次，你真的把我吓坏了。。。

你真的很可爱，因为你还把你最好的两个兄弟带来陪你一起壮胆，但是他们却笑说自己一个是指南针，另一个是指路明灯。。。哈哈。。。
你特地从PJ来UPM找我，还因为不认识路在黑漆漆的路上兜兜转转，只为了要提早祝我生日快乐。。。你真的是笨蛋。。。T.T
你送了我最爱吃的Secret Recipe 的蛋糕给我，还有一个熊猫宝宝，你还在熊猫宝宝的“心心”上贴上我们对彼此呢称。最感动的，是那二十多你亲手折的玫瑰花。。。
看着那束玫瑰花，仿佛看见你把对我的心意一朵一朵的折进去。。。
二十多玫瑰花的话语，是你想向我传达的讯息。你要我相信你，因为你对我是绝对的真心。。。
我看见了你的用心用意，也感受到了你对我的真心真意。。。你真是宇宙超级的大笨蛋，我真的真的很感动。。。感动。。。

曾经，我是多么害怕，害怕去面对今年的生日。。。
因为，他在我去年的生日里，给了我一个承诺。但是，在他离开的那一刻，那承诺也跟着他随风而去。。。曾经的多少个夜里，我为此痛苦不已，我甚至在害怕，我该如何面对今年的生日，因为我深怕在这日子里，会勾起我那痛彻心肺的回忆。。。
但是，你的出现，却仿如为我的生活翻开了新的一页。你在我原本深怕的日子里，给了我满满的感动，你让我可以坦然面对那已经过去的过去，你让我渐渐开始接受了全新的生活。。。从没想过，我的生命里，会有你的出现，慢慢为我已经暗淡无光的生活重新填上彩虹的色彩。。。

谢谢你，让我在即将踏入21岁的日子里，给了我这21年里最感动的礼物。。。

StarTinG ScHooL

Halooooo…after 3 months of holiday break, finally I back to my Uni’s life again.
UPM, I’m back, do u miss me??hehe…:-p

Now I only how much I miss my U…
I miss my faculty…
I miss my lecture…
I miss my college…and of coz my “nitemare” bedroom…feel so sucksss when I know I have to go back to de room which hav ZERO wireless for on9 and de worst is ZERO line for handphone also…tat really a nitemare…but de most sucksssss is…I MISSSSS TAT TOO???OMG…T.T







De most I miss are my frenzzz…urggghhhhh…misssssss my sisterssssss so much yea….wanna giv them a big big hugssssss when I meet up wit them...*winkksssssss*

I do really miss my University’s life…although I know I will miss my HoMe SweeT HoMe badly when I step into my Uni’s life again…lolzzz…this call life, doesn’t it?? You will only miss a thing badly when u leave than thing, this call HUMAN…haha…
I used to run here and there, busy up and down for last two sem…but I do really enjoy de busy life, coz all de experience make my life more interesting…do really hope I can hav more memorable memories waiting for me in tis new sem…^^

Although I miss my Uni’s life a lot a lot, but there are somethingsss tat I really really hope to avoid from it…so…PLS PAY ATTENTION HERE,OK???

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ASSIGNMENTSSSSS pls don’t come here, I don’t miss you…

FINAL EXAM pls don’t come here, I feel sick when everytime u come near to me…

GOSH…I started headache dy…emo emo emo emo emo…T.T

My Starting School…again…
A New Sem Start, A New Memory Start, A New Life Start…
Just let us Start Of Something New together, ok???

Take Care and all de best to everyone
See YOU around UPM lol…I will be there…^^

p/s : to somebody...
I know we don't hav de chance to meet each other in de coming few monthsss...
I know we will far far away from each other when de School Start...
I know you will feel badly for our complicated relationship...
but just want you to noe tat, no matter how far we are, how long we lost contact to each other...I SUPER MISS YOU A LOT!!! pls just remember tat in your mind okie???
Mi Xiu Mi Xiu...♥

Girlsss Gathering

I hav a gathering wit my TiTiwangsa Ji Mui today,finally......T.T
We keep postpone and delay our gathering, from April delay to May, from May postpone to June, finally we can meet up today...lolzzz...


Unfortunately, not all de sistersssss can attend de gathering...*sobzzzz*
But I still hav fun wit my sistersss who are attend today, thanxxx to them brighten up my lunch time, and I'm so happy to find back de feeling we used to hav...a SWEET and WARM memories...♥

♥ Joshua, Jean Jean, Me, Jian Yin, Janice, Lin Hwei ♥

♥ My Best Ji Mui in de world...Jean n Lin Hwei, misssss Horyan...T.T ♥




We hav our lunch in MongKok, Pavilion
I'm so tired and hungry coz I walked from Hang Tuah LRT station to Pavilion, WALK ALONE...can u imagine how far is tat???lolzzzz...T.T
I was sweating when I reach Pavilion, all de make-up gone...*sadzzzz*



I was so hugry but I dunno wat to eat for my lunch, I ask Lin Hwei choose for me, then I just follow her choice...but de problem is...she also hav FOBIA in choosing also...sweat...=="
We took almost 20 minutes to decide wat to eat for our lunch...hahaha...:-p Finally, we order de STEAK MEAL SET...♥


♥ My fav Luo Song Soup ♥



♥ Our Desssert, Garlic Bread wit Berry Jelly ♥



♥ Lin Hwei's Milk Tea and My Watermelon Juice ♥



♥ MongKok Chicken Steak ♥






Hav a ENJOYING lunch time wit them, we keep chatting and gossip-ing...girlssssss talk...*winkkssssss*

We went for shopping after our lunch, Janice bring us to FOREVER 21. They hav choose some nice dress for me to try......


♥ My style for today...winkkkkksssss...♥



♥ I look mature wit de Green Dress choose by Lin Hwei ♥



♥ I love tis dress, so CUTE CUTE ♥

♥ Another CUTE dress ♥

Tis is de first time I went to FOREVER 21, de dresses are not bad...but...too expansive dy...T.T all de dresses I try is RM119 per each...OMG...T.T

If I wanna to buy de dress...

I need MONEY

I need JOBSSSSSSSS

I hav to start saving now...T.T

ShoPPinG DaY

Hav a NICE SHOPPING DAY wit my mommy, big auntie and Yoke jiejie.
We went to IOI MALL today, for our surprise, all de shopsss in IOI MALL are out of electric...lolzzz...I'm scare lah...>.<
See many CUTE CUTE thingsssss in IOI MALL...♥

OMG...de baby girlsssss's shoes...SO SO SO CUTE!!!!
I wanna buy tat silver princess baby shoes if I got a baby girl in de future...♥

I should show tis to YunYun...We must achieve all tis in our nex sem...Become the MOST POWERFUL PERSON IN UNIVERSE???haha...I think I will pass tat to my future husband so I can become de MOST HAPPINESS WIFE IN HIS WORLD...♥







Btw, I have try some NICE skirt, dress and pant...♥

I LOVE tis short MINI JEAN SKIRT, I try it and it really suit me and look nice...BUT, I refuse to buy it jus bcoz of de big big scar in my left knee..gosh...tat really make me sad...T.T
I jus notice tat my wardrobe full wit long jeansss and I din wear skirt for such a long long time dy..T.T
At last, I got dum dum support to buy tis jean skirt...thanxxx dum dum...
p/s : he said I just look nice and lovely in skirt..aiyaaaaa..*pai seh*

Mommy wanna buy tis MINI SHORT PANTIES for sister so she ask me to try it. You know wat?? I din wear mini pant before leh...bcoz of de same and stupid reason again...lolzzz...T.T
Din notice tat my legsss look so long wit de short panties, gonna curi-curi tis pant from my sis and wear it nex time...haha...*winkkksssss*


Tis DINNER DRESS is pretty nice wit de blink blink n flower lace,bt de model...lolzzz...
Jus try tis dinner dress for fun, I din buy it coz tis dress really not suit me, how u think??


Big auntie force Yoke jiejie buy tis dress bcoz she said Yoke jiejie look like a princess when she wear tat...haha...I think she look cute wit tis dress...
So, Yoke jiejie force me to try also...lolzzz...I think I not suit wit de dress, but de dress really look simple and nice...














Conclusion, I bought de Mini Jean Skirt, 2 new pinky tupperware, and a new shirt from PADINI♥ I love de shirt from PADINI, got influence from Yoke jieji dy...T.T




We meet Foong jiejie in Frutti Tutti after our shopping, wow...tat Frutti Tutti really a special YOGURT ICE-CREAM shop, which I thougth is a Handphonre shop in de first time...haha...
We hav our dinner in CHERAS, we ate steamboat tonight.
♥ I love steamboat ♥







Today is a happy day for me, I praying tat all my day can just be normal and simple but full of happinesss...I do alwaysss try to keep myself happy and find some funsss in my everyday life so I can upload in my blog and share wit u all...♥


~~ STAY HAPPY ♥ STAY CHEERSSSSS ~~